FUck...does anyone even read this anymore?  Oh ya, I haven't updated..haha

Well, I have come to the conclusion that I am WAAAY old for my age.  I'm like MOM.  I care for strangers too much.  I'm easily lured into the trap of trusting and accepting someone NEW...and then realizing that the NEW person is just like OLD people I have met.  Ignorant. 

Maybe it's how I've been raised, but I will NEVER, NEVER revolve MY shit around a GUY.

Ya I have done that before...then I stepped back and looked at how many other things I missed out on because I was soo focused on these THINGS with a penis.  UGH...I'm so fucking irritated at the fact that our society is going to grow into a fucking SLUT-FEST where everyone sleeps with everyone and it's NORMAL.

This shit is just like high school.  I'm fucking sick of it.  I'm glad I get xanga to pour my shit out.  I don't have to sleep angry.

So I got tagged by Debbbbbbie!  Here goes!

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10 years ago

I was in the 5th grade and JUST moved to Independence (Fort Osage) 

I was 10 years old

My body type wasn't curvy--more like ROUND

I loved Backstreet Boys and Freddy Prinze Jr.

I was really really shy

5 years ago

I was 15-16 ish

I was a sophomore in high school and had a pretty good year, made LOTS of friends

I got my first car-RIP Mafia

I was a drama freak..

I was determined to be a doctor

1 year ago

I went to Blue River High school...uhh I mean CC

I lost my "best friend"

I was excited to turn TWENTY

I made memories with my NEW BLACK card--Black Hawk

I started working full time at Harrah's..LOVING IT

Yesterday

I went to work

I talked to *name disclosed* and actually missed him even though we saw each other the night before...i'm such a hopeless romantic ahha

I weighed myself WOOT I'm happy

I found out that I have more than one guy crushing on me...DRAMA

I cleaned my room

5 snacks I like

fresh fruit

ritz crackers

yogurt smoothies

baked chips from Lays

nuts..ha

5 songs I know all the words to

The Shoop Shoop Song (It's In His Kiss)-Cher

Buttercup-uhh I dunno

If You Really Love Me-Stevie Wonder

RESPECT-Aretha Franklin

Love the Way You Love Me-Faith Hill

If I had a million dollars

I would pay off all of MY debt and immediate family's debt

I would buy my CLOSE friends whatever they wanted, up to a certain amount, of course

I would invest so I can make MORE $$$$$

I would buy two HOT TRUCKS--One to satisfy my IMPORT needs and one to be AMERICAN TOUGH..haha

I would take a frickin vacation where I can be pampered with my honey.

5 things I would never wear

I would never wear string anything as clothing

I would never wear fake jewelry

I would never wear nothing...

I would never wear old people perfume

I would never wear sneakers without socks

Favorite TV shows

CSI

Grey's Anatomy

America's Got Talent

Maury Povich

Girlfriends

5 bad habits

Procrastination

Finding the worst in people as an excuse to not get hurt in relationship

Xanga/MySpace

Too many traits of Commander in Cheif at work--not the same pay, ya know?

Play too much

5 biggest joys

My family

WORK--weird huh?  But I work at Harrah's it's FUN!

Being able to make people laugh/smile

Xanga/MySpace..LOL

My friends

5 Fictional people I would like to date

Why date fictional?  I've got RL men..

5 people I tag to do this

CEE

Ashley

Tim W.

Jason P.

Vivi N.

Do it for Chuck...

How could this be?!  My paper is not done....wait....oh ya, I forgot to read the book. ahhaha

Shoot...guess it's time.